Thoughts on psilocybin-assisted therapy, the healing journey, and the growing community of practitioners in Boulder and beyond.
I hadn’t really heard of ibogaine before last year, and that’s what made it so strange, because the two years leading up to that moment had been some of the most immersive and defining years of my lif…
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This holiday break I was standing in a living room full of people I mostly like, holding a drink I did not really need, when someone asked me that familiar question that arrives at every gathering eve…
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In the year 2000, I arrived in Amsterdam late at night with some friends. We had taken a ferry over from the UK and had already been on the continent for a while, so it was not jet lag so much as the …
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There are moments when two parts of your life that have always felt separate suddenly click together and you realize they have been talking to each other all along. That happened to me recently with s…
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Malidoma Some I am a cisgender white guy living in the United States, working at the intersection of technology, healing, and psychedelics. I start there because where a story is told from shapes what…
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One of my teachers at California Institute of Integral Studies, Ayize Jama Barrett, said something once that has stayed with me ever since: “You were never meant to heal alone.” The first time I heard…
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Umphrey’s McGee at the packed Boulder Theater on January 17, 2026 I was at a concert this weekend, which is where I so often find myself on Friday and Saturday nights. It was Umphrey’s McGee, a three-…
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I have been watching Pluribus on AppleTV, and it has been sitting with me in that way good speculative fiction does, not as entertainment exactly but as a mirror you keep catching out of the corner of…
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I was still a kid when I learned that crying while male was dangerous. Not embarrassing. Not awkward. Dangerous. It happened in middle school, that strange in between time when bodies begin changing a…
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In October of 1993, I went to my first Grateful Dead concert without really knowing what I was walking into. I had been invited, nudged, gently pulled along by someone who cared enough to say, just co…
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